Monday, August 22, 2005
P.S. I know that the past 2nd entry was contridicting. I could thought of 3 persons in my heart at the same time? But I must admit that it was the fact. And this may scare some of you off, there's still another one. Sigh. Double sigh.
K-Ci & JoJo - All My Life
Baby (x11)
I'm So Glad...
I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby
Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You
All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....
This song is playing since 11am. Thanks to Gerri! She was saying this song when we were studying at Mac with some of her St Nick's friends the other day.
So yes, life hasn't been good. I had a minor argument with Rain the other day. But eventually, it became a major one. It was because our personalities clashes. On top of that, I couldn't stand the way she carry out her procedures. Both parties are at fault. I know that. However, i think that i need to cool down. Give us a test of time. If things really goes on well on my side - things as in my studies and all, we can talk things out or something. I know it hurts that just because of money matter, we broke our friendship. But there's many other factors to it. Unfortunately, i don't wanna mention it.
Natalie asked me why am I doing things in a evil way lately. She knew that I have deleted Rain's, Zaki's & Cheeky's number. What more can I do? Whenever I look into my contact list in my mobile, endless thoughts keep coming to me. I find myself a failure. A failure who can't stand strong to face the world. Perhaps, I shall be alone for some time. I'm too emotional for all these. I control myself not to be soft hearted. One day, I know that I have to face this reality.
Social Studies paper in a week's time. History paper's in 2 weeks time. And hell, I haven't started studying for all these. I neglected my studies so much. Whenever I have the mood to study, I sit on my desk and thought about all these shits. I need someone right here with me. Sigh...
After prelims, i have to study for my Os. I feel that everything's unaccomplished. Everything seems in a mess. Meeting deadlines have been a chaos. I failed to meet them all. I'm in deep shit!
My birthday's coming 2 days before my History paper. Again, i doubt so that i'll be celebrating. 10 of September.
I could see no future in myself. I don't know why am i thinking of all these. Perhaps i'm thinking too much!
4:50 AM